I MISS

the drawer with the mirror. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK;) I shouldn't scream. WINK.

FUCKING - LOL@JOHNSON. LOVE HIM

JERSEY SHORE S03 BETCHEZ. I DO FEEL STUPID WATCHING THIS. HAHA

Power Rangers Samurai Trailer 3

FOR SHAIN. LOL SO RANDOM

QUEEN'SLAND

So I'm going to be jetting in a few days from now. Excited? Slightly. Will stop blogging till then :)

AN UNPUBLISHED POST 21/1/11

I hate leaving without a kiss. ;) So here's one only for CC :) The reluctance face he pulls to kiss me is absolutely cute. Almost like this :/ < I never force a kiss though its hilarious. He leaves me with a hug which is really the best thing in this world. Coming from him
I make it sound bad - like there is something wrong with me. But really there is a good reason. XX

FRUSTRATION

This addiction kills me.  FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK MY LIFE .......



I MISS MY BATTLESCARS.

TEACHER TO BE.

Me : Can you imagine me as a teacher? .. Like really? Like not role playing shit.. HAHA  hrmm maybe one day ;) JKS BBY
(he does this face)
CC : Yeah, sort of.
Me : What??? that's cut!!!
CC : Well are you passionate about it?!?!?!
Me : Yes... HAHAHA (rolls eyes)

Got me thinking. Am I really? I want to become a teacher because I always thought it was laid back and easy. I love kids. I love calling other peoples kids my kids. HAHAHA. I have thought so deep into this - and I know there isn't any other direction I'd love to head down on. I want to teach kids. I want to be inspiring - and totally be the teacher they go "oh yeah Miss Truong is so cool" .. Then again I'm going to legally change my last name to Independent. YOU GET IT?!?! 'MISS INDEPENDENT' That settles it - I'm going to be an awesome teacher. Much like Miss Pillay. Oh gosh I still love her til' DATE! Best year 2 and 4 teacher.

A GREAT NIGHT WITH WONDERFUL PEOPLE

So after a tiring as day at work. I went to Strathfield with some of my lovely friends. Whom I all miss. The night started off with me picking up Raymond as I was in the general area. Long story short - Brother pick me up - I drove car to brothers house - in Ray's direction so mehh saved me a trip? Painfully I was wearing heels today - fuck my life - just seriously fuck me.

Picked up the rest a bit later as they all weren't ready. Damn them. Found out interesting stuff about Lenny. Sorry to hear it. I won't disclose here. haha. Umm Johnson + Christina. Yeah! :D 5 of us. Damn I really didn't want to drive. Like really. I was so god-damn exhausted from work - but oh well.

We ate at Ceci - we need variety fuck my life we always eat there LOL. Then after a long dinner (endless jokes about Christina Tu) - stuffed full of food we decide to go and purchase ice-cream. Smart one kids. :) My long standing tradition in Stratty is to always go to that store on the corner and buy that Red-Bean/Vanilla Icecream sandwich- shaped like a fish. YUMZORS. Jokes had to be cracked.

Christina : Ohmygod I ate it from the wrong end! I ate it from the tail.
Someone : Does it really matter??
Myself : I don't do head. (pulls a face)
Lenny : Me too, I do Anal -- Cause if you eat it from the tail... its.. anal LOL GET IT!?!? okay shut up.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
Oh seriously I am madly in love with these boys. They are fucking hilarious.

Approaching my car - the boys sat down. I took an array of super gay images. Non-acting - non-scripted hardout gay male on male action gay. JOKES. It was only a bit homo. We left and drove around which prompted us to go KAROKE. I never go K. I don't sing. HAHAHA At the beginning I was just choosing silly songs. LOL GAYBAR. HAHAHHAHAHA HAHAHAH GAYBARRR WTF I can;t believe they have that song. I sat between Ray and Johnson. FUCK MY LIFE seriously Raymond and Lenny literally have the power to damage my ears. HAHAHA FUCK they don't sing they scream. FML My ears were ringing and I had the biggest headache. HAHA Nevertheless I love them to bits even if they kill my ear. LOL there was one song Johnson sang I forgot what it was - that everyone just laughed. Cause it was some 60s song LOL. Just the way he sang it.

I wanted to sing the song that goes "ONEEEE YOU'RE LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE" and stupidly I kept thinking the artist was Bobbi Brown or something HAHAHA cause I remember his name starting with 'B'. It's actually Brian Mcknight. I know that now but I was convinced it was Bobbi Brown. LOL probably because the foundation compact was in my bag. LMFAOOOOOOOOOO seriously my foundation sounds like a singer.

Drove all the boys and girl home. Missed CC terribly had to go see him. It had only been one day. LOL literally saw him the day before hehe :P That in my opinion is long. Jokes I don't like him anymore. I officially like the Korean guy me and the gang were staring at the restaurant. I think I was the only one who took full notice of him LOL like.. how tight his pants were :P Might I say he does appear to have a cute ass. HAHA and how when he smiled he had extremely cute-as dimples.  I think we exchanged some glances and yes I did lower my shirt for him ;D HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH. Where I was sitting I could easily and creepily stare at his face. As there was a mirror on the wall all I had to do was look in Lenny's direction who was sitting in front of me on the right side lol. I looked pretty normal doing this. HAHAHAHA FUCKING KOREANS <3 I'll do anything ;) ANYTHINGG. I will bear your kids. I want my asian baby to be part sexy korean :D

OH LOOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLL

HOW FOOD CRAVINGS COME ABOUT

Me : Love hold my hand. Nightblind you see. Also cause I wanted to hold your hand. (tbh - I could see quite clear - sort of - better than usual :D)
(CC holds my hand)
Me : Umm.. you do realise .. my hand ...
Him : It's not like I'm going to lick my own hand
Me : What if you like get KFC?
Him : Yeah like I'm going to get KFC at this hour - (time was roughly 1am)
Me : You get it? Cause it's finger-licking good. So therefore fingers will be licked. HAHAHA

I crave KFC. That is all.

Everyone's starting a blog. Click here to view CC's.

Harsh Condition.

If you smiled or laughed when I do something like what she is doing.
I will marry you - and have your babie(s).

If we wake up and you wanna break up that's cool. No, I won't blame you

Do you see how mighty random that is?!?! Who says that?

I wish I had a fucking bathtub. I'd love to be sitting in bath milk right now relaxing with my dried rose petals (andlistening to Bruno Mars and . It's like what is the point to own that shit if you don't have a tub. I'm dreaming.  Just overheard parents plans to move soon to Cecil Park. Oh my god. I'm going to be chilling with centipedes and red-back spiders. Can't wait! Oh not to mention that fucking massive as dog and FERRETS!. OH my god.  I'm telling them to give me a bathroom in my new bedroom. HAHA so I can totally bathe - and not be disturbed.. Nigguhs.

I'm sitting on my macbook reading my lover bombarded me with text messages. I'm literally laughing like no joke cause .. laugh at loud at the shit he is saying. ..but who gives a fuck about that. He's at a friends house doing ... stuff that guys do together. Yes Homo.

Anyways today I worked with Erin. Absolutely love this girl she taught me how to calculate all these hourly budget costing business. She even wrote it up for me :'( I LOVE HER! I worked from 1:00PM - 4:00PM and then at 5:30PM I was to have a work meeting for our new clock on system. Pretty hectic we're using finger print readers. So when you work - you scan your finger! Mad-ass ayys?

Around 5:30 Jorja pops in and starts printing off worksheets? It was literally peer-support. We had to write down answers so our regional would read it. After about an hour of that? we cleaned up the store. Thoroughly. All boxes packed new shoes out :D This was a great opportunity for me to talk to all the girls. In store I met - Leona, Michelle, Amy, Jorja and Renee. Erin I already knew. LOVE IT! These girls are all amazing.

Right now I'm dead tired. In no mood to talk.

I'm laying on the couch about to fall asleep

Mum : So today's my birthday

Me : WHAT?! your birthday is on the 29th!!!!

Mum : Yeah that's what it says but my birthday is really today.

Okay worst daughter out - I need to go buy my mum a gold bracelet immediately.

In the meantime.. I'm going to sleep. Oh no not talking to CC for once. :'(

heading reference to Bruno mars(OBV). He so sexy. Anytimee ;)

The love idea.

When you wanted me I never wanted you. When you don't want me I ... want you? No. maybe.. I don't know.

I'm not in love.
The more time I spend with him the more convinced I am. I know, I know - I'm playing that naive girl role right now. It's oddly interesting. I never got the chance to actually do that.

I mean - that feeling you get where you are convinced that the person you are seeing is going to be your future.  I've always shunned this idea. I mean how can anyone who JUST STARTED? believe that they will be together forever. I found this quite stupid - I still do at times. I'm quite heartless. When I hear something like that I just wish they would break up right now just so they can reflect back on how stupid they were.

My first relationship never gave me the same rush. It's quite insane how I feel right now for CC. Feeling shy? Every time I'm at his house I never look at him when he opens the door for me. My heart seriously beats so hard. He doesn't even know that he does that to me.  Feeling so dominated. Woah. These are things I'm not use to. Every time I see him I'm thrown into this spiral (woah choice of words - pretty freaking golden) HAHAH where I'm not myself - and it doesn't bother me. It's just so foreign to me right now. Every one has to experience things at least once in their lives right? I'm becoming cheesy? .. BASICALLY - I'M BECOMING A GIRL! WHAT THE FUCKSSSS

I'm not in a relationship - but I do like this guy a lot - so you can understand why my mind is thinking like this? Right? I'm not making sense. I want to be with him - and not.

We're both young.  He knows we both don't understand what love is. That word has become my reassurance. Love.  I need to hear it - read it - feel it ;).  I'm smarter than that though- I believe this is his sweet-talking word? I mean, I know he says it because I've said it. So I'm always convinced he just says it because he knows I want to hear it. I'm right aren't I? It's such a shame there is no truth behind his words/sometimes. (I'm not twisting your words - But I know you know I'm right)

Don't give me the speech - THE SPEECH. I know it so well - It's forever tattooed on my mind. Just don't. haha. I understand completely. I mean it - jenguyenle do. FUCK HAVEN'T CRACKED A LAME JOKE IN A WHILE LOL

HIS LAME JOKE : the one about sucking life. LOLOLOL OH MY GOD.
I can't crack it cause its so R rated. :'( it's funny but no.

I know we mockingly use it against each other in text messages and in real life.
Hate to admit but at times there is truth to it. Really. :'(
Other times I just say it cause I've abused him. 'love you bby ;)' HAHAHA

Some days

I'm glad I don't have Cankles. It'd be FML everytime I wear heels. 

I SHOULDN'T HAVE.

What the fuck is wrong with me? I don't even know why I cried. I hate this. I've gone soft. I hate this I hate this. I've never cared for anyone else before - but I care for said person that much. :'( WHAT IS THIS?!?!!

WHY THE FACE?

Swear my arms are same size as my brother! BAHAHAAH.

MILK THE COW

So my friend asked me if I had any animals on my family farm? I listed a few (chickens/ferrets etc). I told him there was one cow on the farm.

Friend : A cow?
Me : Yeah I named him Milk.. you get it? MILK THE COW?!?!?!!! HAHAHAHAH

BITCHSLAP

I AM RUTHLES. So a friend asked if I gave a shit about another guy. HAHAH I said no. Tilted my head to stretch. He said it was pretty ruthless. Apparently I inhaled in the process? Really? HAHA

Check out my battle scars. A girl friend and I were being idiots. THE BITCH BIT ME! Hence that realy big one on my arm :'( FML. Thought I could pass them off as being hit by a pole.  I didn't know how bad they were until my brother asked me did I get bashed by someone. So I wanted to cover it up incase my mother sees it.(smart idea would to wear a shirt - anyone who knows me knows i wear singlets throughout all types of seasons) I ONLY HAVE TRANSPARENT BANDAIDS. WHAT IS TRANSPARENT BANDAIDS? Do you notice how there is this shiny sort of patch in the picture below near my shoulder? Transparent band aids still show the pain mark. So what an idiot I was to buy that in the beginning lol
Yeah I don't have makeup on. I look so disgusting. I just woke up. haha. It looks like a bruise near my boob but that's just a rash I made from scratching it a lot haha X_X""

MUM : "CLEAN YOUR ROOM! GUESTS ARE COMING" "Oh, I'm sorry I didn't know the gathering was going to be held in my bedroom"

So, today I decided to clean my room. Wish I did it day before - guests did come over today. So wonderful seeing Candy again. We spoke - blah blah. Drove to Fairfield to Homeart to find 'cup holders?' Found none so ventured into K-Mart. Found em. SCORE. TOOK ME ROUGHLY - 8 hours to clean my bedroom. I was messaging CC and Tumblring. Biggest distractions ever!

(below : the images are quite shocking - but it gets better I swear!)

LOL AT THAT PICTURE. I PILED EVERYTHING THERE

 One of my favourites. Coraline <3

 I'M REGISTERED. BITCH

 I remember when I was in Primary I missed out on a 'Blue award' which was one of the highest awards you could get. It allowed you to go to then WONDERLAND for free :( It was part of what you'd get if you had the award. I was so disappointed in myself. I was literally 2 awards from getting it. From what I recall you had to get 5 white awards to get a gold award. 4 Gold awards would lead you to the Blue Award. I had only 18 white awards. PISSED OFF. Also what made me feel worst was. All my closest girl-friends all earned the Blue award. There was one occasion when they all went to Wonderland. I was left alone. :'(

SO when I entered High School I promised myself I would at least earn myself a medallion. I tried so hard!! It was actually pretty hard. I needed 96 merits to get this. I almost failed at earning it. But I was such a determined kid. I earned the Bronze one. But I mean 96 merits that's freaking crazy! So I'm very proud of myself If I do say. Most of my friends didn't even get the chance to get one (most of them were just lazy to hand in) LOL. Others were reluctant because. When you earn the medallion. You get it during assembly. Thing is the teacher who is announcing your name gives a speech about you and you have to walk across the school in front of everyone. I remember my year advisor approaching me and asking

Teacher : "So Eileen, are you in any of the groups at school? Clean up? Drama etc?"

Me : Nopes

Teacher : Okay, Have you helped out on charity events?

Me : Nopes

Teacher : Odd you have so many awards for helping the school.

Me : Really? Cool.

Teacher : Okay I'll try to figure something out.

THE REASON FOR THIS WAS. She was trying to figure out what to type about me so they could give a speech about me. Believe me, most of the people who got medallions was because they participated in some school activity. I DID JACK SHIT LOL and I got the award. I recall my speech was just about me being such a good kid in class cause there was nothing they could say about me. HAHAHA

4 of the blue awards (all have to be from different subjects) = the yellow paper one

4 of the yellowy orangey paper one = distinction. the A4 paper.

 CHUPA CHUPS.

 So I didn't know what to do with bracelets so I decided to ... bag em up?

 My $350 straightener set - which oh so happens to be selling for $250 the last time I went shopping.

 I turned it into my new 'female needs' box :D

 Is that a clean spot I see? oh and my shadow haha

 Eugh, definitely need to clean them. It's only been 2 days!

 Cosmetic Tips

 Period Pain pills mum gave me cause I was being a bitch. HAHA

 I LOVE THESE. THOUGH I DONT USE TAMPONS ITS SO CUTE !!

 Was going to chillax and watch this movie after I was done cleaning.

 I love this!

 My dog did this to my liner :'(

 L>R : YOU CURL, REMINGTON CURLER (4 BARRELS), GHD, GHD HAIR DRYER

 MY DRAWER OF LASH(S)

 My current lock screen.

 EILEEN

 WHERE THE FUCK IS THIS??!?! I know I had a pink nano... but.. why do I keep thinking my ex has it?

 Never used. Waste.

 Plenty' o protectors

 I was so ugly the mirror cracked. Jokes I dropped it

 L>R : Black cup holder $6 (white one too) and Paper Towel holder $4

 Still my scent.

 I LOVE THESE. DAD BOUGHT THESE

 HAHA HOW RANDOM? Found this on my table this morning

 My youngest brother.

 Ooh. Dad's side. All uncles and one aunt. My father is the 5th one from the left.

FINALLY MY ROOM IS FUCKING CLEAN!!

Why yes that is a Rainie Yang poster next to a twilight poster.