ILOVERUBI

So I didn't sleep the whole night. I have a fear that if I fall asleep I wouldn't be able to wake up - even if the alarm was to ring on a loop in the background. :(
I went to work - looking surprisingly very bright and open-eyed. < wtf haha. anyways. Work was heaps fun. I spent first 3 hours with my manager all we did was stock shelves and label the shoes. First time I've worked on floor with my manager - and we totally hit it off! Oh my gosh! we had a very epic DNM. I didn't know her well enough and I let her know my life. She told me hers as well, we were on the same page in terms of relationships and life.

Rebecca (manager) : I'm lebanese
Me : What?
Rebecca : Why do people react like that?
Me : as in you are full no half?
Rebecca : Yes I'm full lebanaese.

Seriously! My manager Bec, does not look the bit Lebanese

I asked Jorge(2nd in charge) - what she was. She's 100% Australian

 

Jorge : So my boyfriend was like I can understand why people think you are Serbian - and I was like why? He was like I was watching a movie and you actually look very serbian cause you're half white and tan. HAHAHA

OH MY GOD I LOVE THESE GIRLS!!!! They sing along to every track on the disc!!!! Off the top of my head I love working with Michelle - Jorge and now Rebekah < i think that's the way its actually spelt but lol what'evs we call her Bec.

After I finished at 1 I went downstairs to buy Hemp and Asian red bull for my manager. LOL Hopefully she doesn't throw it away due to its sweetness like Jorge! Heheh. My younger brother drove me home and I totally crashed on the couch. I was too tired. No sleep and hardcore working fast paced with a line of customers buying shoes! I LOVE IT!.

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So I found my MP3 player it was lodged between my vagina NO IT WASN'T I found it in a box alongside papers for origami. I KNOW RIGHT MP-FUCKING-3 stone-age shit. I decided to listen to the music on it - LAUGHING MY BLOODY FKCING ASS OFFF. Half the shit was like oh wow I forgot this song existed and the others were WHAT THE FUCK I KNEW WHO THEY WERE EVEN BACK THEN!??!

I LOVE DELTAGOODREM GOOD TO SEE I HAD SO MUCH DELTA PRIDE. EVEN BACK IN THOSE DAYS

THE ONE SONG I KEPT LISTENING TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG! I even til - date still have the single ( as in the actual single in a cd case) LOL

DELTA GOODREM - I DON'T CARE

So one artist I admired back then was Jennifer Lopez. I know what the fuck - cut me some slack aiight? I was in year 3- 4 -5  then HAHA. I recall one time I had a conversation with Rosa. When she was still in New South Wales.

YOUNG INNOCENT MIND EILEEN : I don't like this song
Rosa : Jennifer Lopez I'm glad? Oh that song! Don't like it - it's dirty
Me : How?
Rosa : Umm? 'I'm glad when I'm making love to you'..do you know what making love is eileen?
Me (blank face) : No :/
Rosa : It's when you have sex eileen..

I recall from then everytime I heard that song I covered my ears. I actually started feeling scared listening to that song.  I AM NOT JOKING.  Which also reminds me of the time I first bought Cosmo. There was a sealed section. I recall the cover had Delta Goodrem - Which was mainly the reason why I bought it. I remember tearing out the sealed section because it was a sex quiz. I wrapped the sealed section in newspaper then threw it away. Because I felt haunted by it LOLOLOLOL FUCK MY FUCKING FUNNY LIFE.

I just re-listened to I'm glad. Oh what a sexual song. ahaha Any guy would hate having me as a girlfriend. My mind is too pure and innocent. ;) sexytime~