Feeling young again.

I find it impossible to sleep unless I get a text message from you nowadays. You've been there all along - just a shame I never took the step to try to get to know you more better. I SO WANT TO BE WITH YOU! OH MY GOD. ITS SO FUCKING INSANE! IT'S LITERRALLY DOING MY HEAD IN! :'(

 I never believed that it was possible to find someone after your heart has been broken into bits by someone you supposedly thought would be there for you till the end. My life in the present has proven me wrong. Yes I constantly think about you :) Yes I like you. I'm not lying I genuinely do - I know when you ask me that I answer with a giggle or direct the conversation away. Truth is I didn't know whether I liked you or not. Because I had just exited a painful chapter of my life. I had to test myself first. I've tried to stay away from talking to you. If I had not liked you I wouldn't be near my phone constantly awaiting a text message or even a call. Cause my heart literally skips when I get one - and dies when I know it isn't from you HAHAHA. OMG I SOUND SO FUCKING DUMB BUT I DO LIKE YOU!! AND WHEN YOU FUCKING SAY SHIT LIKE "I LOVE YOU/LIKE YOU" under your breath deliberately trying to make it sound like you didn't, it kills me. LOL in a good way! You question why I'm different to you than to my friends I've answered - Point of no return? GOOD GIRL I AM(A)

AND YOU ARE VERY ATTRACTIVE - I TOTALLY WOULD ;) as I would to Jessica Stam HAHA. It flatters me that you think about me and when you look at me :) I do the same. AND YES ;) HAHAHA Continue to tell me you like me :D Cause I'll do the same. I really do like you - I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU. I DONT WANT TO ADMIT IT BUT I DO! Catch me off guard sometimes when I am deep in thought. BAHHA

LIKE (we're still questioning love right? I totally agree with your view). I REALLY WANT TO BE WITH YOU - TO HOLD YOUR HANDS - TO KISS(?) YOU. TOOO... .. BAHAHAH ;) TOO ANYTHING. JUST I REALLY WANT YOU IN MY LIFE.

I HOPE YOU READ THIS (BTW SMILING FOR YOU AT THE MOMENT) .. HAHA say i don;t smile for you but other people. Always smile for you. Btw your observant ways scare me a tad bit :S