DIRECT STAB - cause I really don't want to deal with this. I'm sick of it.

I will never like you. Sorry. Please give up and just go back to normal.

Just because the one person who I truly liked isn't in the picture doesn't make you next in line.

Or make it any easier for you.

I will never like you. Because you are just a friend.

The feeling isn't there or will it ever be there. Even if you saved my life. I'm sorry I still can't.

Being a bitch. I'd choose any other guy over you. I'm not attracted to you.  Simple as that. How can anyone be with another person - if they aren't attracted to them.

I'm not shallow.  I still stand by how I do value a person by their personality. Just I've known you for a long time already even if it's just a year. You are simply not partner material. Or you don't meet the qualifications I want in a partner. Besides, you've hit the FRIEND point in my life. Nothing more. Nothing less.

Don't think time with me would make me feel the same for you.  'Cause it will never happen. I know that FOR SURE. There was never a possibility of me ever liking you from the beginning - even from when I discovered you liked me. If I felt the same way about you I wouldn't feel so disgusted or repulsed by you.  You know something's wrong when I want to cry knowing you like me.  You know fucking what - I'm actually terrified knowing you like me.

I'm a girl - I'm just as observant. Don't do things for me that are similar to what he use to do for me. Because that's just sad. You can't be him. I don't want you to even try. Because he was one of a kind - you can't match that so please don't try. I fucking mean it. Annoying.

Please continue to be my friend. Nothing more. I'll go back to being that friend even if this post is terribly harsh. Ignore me if you want. But really, I don't want to talk about this in person. Don't even bring this post up please. Don't question this or that because I have nothing to say to you.

Don't tell the other girls and question why I don't like you or why I ignore you. It's so obvious. I know you read my blog I'm not going to tell you not to. But it does freak me out when I go onto your phone and see your safari page opened at my blog. So that's closure for you.