FEELING PRETTY. SOMEWHAT.NOTRLY.KAYZ

UNINTENTIONAL GARLIC PURCHASE

So Yesterday, I spent pretty much the whole day with the lovely Cindy Tan. She had driven me to uni as I had an assignment due before 12:00 and then a class at 2:00. I had driven to her house in the morning to pass her my Nokia N97. Bear in mind she lives literally two streets away, this proved not as difficult :D so yay. Anyways, roughly around the 10 mark she drives to my house and we were on our way to uni. I've never driven to macq uni before, however, I'd love to at least once! Oh wait I have - with shirley. LOL i almost forgot - anyways rambling and stufff ==''

So when we arrived I walked to E7B and dropped off my maths assignment. The one which i hate with a passion. Continuing on, she had dropped me off at the carpark in the uni and drove to macq centre. When I was done I walked to her. We shopped around for a bit, tried on clothing. Spent almost 2 hours in there and it didn't feel like such AT ALL. Time always flies when I talk to this lovely person (almost,homo)


After that we drove to get petrol. We from that point went to Parramatta which was fun. She initially wanted to go Parra because she wanted to purchase a pair of shorts from Factorie. VERY PRETTY SHORTS :D She didn't know that I could get 50% off. Because Factorie ties under Cotton On :D So of course I was no where near reluctant for her to abuse my discount. Afterwards we just drove around and sang to radio songs. Seriously - the songs that go on when I'm alone VS the songs that come on when we're together =='' SINGING 'IT' GIRL. I keep telling her the 2nd pt is my favourite.

DROPPING LIKE FLIES AROUND YOU IF I GET YOUR BODY CLOSE NOT LETTINGG GOOO.. etc LOL HAHA But oh well it was so fun driving around. We drove to my farm then proceeded to drive to my second farm which I have no idea on how to get there. We drove past a sign that read "LUDENHAM" and the amount of indian jokes we had made then and there. and I know it's so rude but it was so funny LOL. We took photos of a giant chicken. OH MY GOD LOL for rehulz. Then we saw a small market on the street that read "ORANGES $5" and we flipped. that was SO CHEAP So we drove and pulled a really bad U. We ended up at a place that sold more veges/fruits. We were eyeing a box of garlic that was selling for $5. OHMYGOD SO COOL LOL So we raided each others wallets and car to realise we only had $4.50 No joke we were so devo

Me : I can haggle?
Cindy : you are not haggling something that is already so cheap
Me : But, it's only 50cents?
Cindy : NO WE HAVE TO FIND IT

In the end we realised ther ewas no other wa to find .50 so we went up to the man and asked could we still purchse it? and he said YES :D LOL we were so excited! We continued our road trip and drove almost everywhere. We ended up stopping our trip early cause I had oztag. :( But aww my lovely day with her. SO eventful.


I realised what I wrote above was so badly worded. I'll fix it .. in due time. HAHA which is probably never. so ya know.s
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THE LINE

'Oh gosh! I feel like we are on the same boat!!! & I'm not saying that because there is a boat conveniently right accross us right now'

A LONG WAY. CHANGE IN APPEARANCE. WHYYY????? I WAS HEALTHY.

What really sucked for me during High school was I became everything I hated. I never wanted to change how I look (srsly) It's funny because even though I knew I wasn't one of the girls who were naturally so gorgeous - I was envious yet, I never wanted to be like that. I was so happy that throughout my early years I was the quiet one. Never stood out. I was a tomboy. A major one of that. Completely selling myself out when I was in year 8? It's funny because I remember around that time that's when I became a total clown. As in I could crack jokes and people would laugh. I can own up to the fact that I was decently sized at that age. My weight has always fluctuated throughout high school. I had a boyfriend whom I honestly would not see on months end cause I couldn't. I was that tight curfew bound girl who obeyed her parents completely. I would stay home and watch TVB shows while studying and doing work while everyone else gained a social life. I was the girl who walked around the house in PJ's all day. For that matter - Pjs that left no imagination whatsoever because I was so afraid of my dad judging me. I wore clothing that was 2 sizes bigger than me because I always thought I was fat. I hated how in year 10 I spoke to someone on msn for him to tell me something that made me change myself completely. Something a guy should never say to a girl. Something that made me starve myself to become skinny. Something I regret doing because I became sick. I fainted at school because of what he said. For that - I thank him? Ironic as it is - I still talk to him. Even he's surprised by how much I've changed.

I am now 20 years old. Looking back on this and laughing a bit. Because. I didn't - wouldn't - couldn't even begin to believe this is where I would be now.  I feel like I've lived such a crazy life. Yet, no one even knows half of it - they probably wouldn't even believe it's me whose lived such a life.  I've had a boyfriend since the end of year 7. I've gained and lost so many friends. I had my heart broken horribly at the beginning of this year. I've had people always trying to catch up with me - and overwhelmingly it becomes impossible. I have found true friends - and left ones that hurt me.  I was that sad person who sadly found it impossible to let go of my ex - despite the pain he put me through. Right now I sit here proud that I've let go and walked away. Thanks to the person who hurt me at the beginning of this year, I realise there are people out there whom I can trust and start a new chapter with.

I'll let you know something funny :
I was the girl who.. promised herself that she wouldn't get a boyfriend until university was finished. I was the girl who promised herself that I would never dye my hair. I was the girl who promised that I would never get piercings (even though it looked cool) I was the girl who thought SAM was a great idea. I was the girl who had a pure mind. I was the girl who believed that having a BF wasn't a big deal. . I was basically all rounder innocent. I mean I literally deleted a guy off my msn list because he asked me do I do one night stands? as a joke.

 Believe it. That's me in year 10. I was so chubby LMFAO

 This is me in year 7. believe the tomboy phase now?

 Hella unnattractive. But yes.

 As stupid as this sounds. The photo on the left I actually wore heaps of make up that day :( LOL It's sad to know even in photos I was just ugly LMFAO I wore heaps of liner I recall it smudging like crazy cause we played laser tag that day LOL The photo on the right was the beginning of this year
 

Year 10 Eileen Vs Today's Eileen (literally took a photo just now for purpose of comparison). I've hit a bad weight lost point. I'm not pro Anno. Just I'm sitting on 48Kgs and I'm 160cm height. A month ago when I went to check I was a healthy 56Kgs. So I lost too much in a short time. Dropped 2 sizes. So i need to fix that up. I seriously hate it when people tell me to eat. I do eat. Even though half of my friends think I starve myself. I do and don't. I never mentioned I'm vegetarian now. So food options are so limited :( sigh. Apart from that. I hate myself for letting appearances get the best of me. I am still partly grateful I'm still the same person. The day a person stops calling me 'lame' is the day I realise change has happened. 

WHICH IT WONT.

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TONE UP

Okay so at the moment I'm sitting on 50kgs. That is fucking horrible. I need to tone up now. No more weight lost!

HAIR SO BROWN I FROWN

Okay so I've been doing lots of swimming these past few months. Hate to say I don't like the colour my hair has  faded into. I am fully aware of the effects of chlorine. But still :( I miss my black hair. When it still looked healthy.

My current hair shade. I don't particularly love it :(

ANOTHER VERSION

This doesn't sound like her at all.

WYNTER GORDON - GOT IT BAD

I use to listen to this song when he was there. I didn't know the lyrics in this song is quite applicable to the present time. So it's quite interesting. I'm okay. Honestly haha.

Well. I was deleting half the songs on my phone and this happens to be one of those songs I use to listen on repeat because I liked how it sounded. Never analysing the lyrics. I've come to realise I do that a lot nowadays. Which is good. Music provides me with some sort of sanity.

MY RESUME

A year ago I tried to apply for a job .. using this resume. LOL Obviously I changed some things around like sif post my real address up. OKAY THE AWARDS AND ACHIEVEMENTS.. THE ONES THAT SOUND LAME ARE FAKE. the medallion one is real.. LOL NOT THE CLEANING UP SCHOOL ONE TOO

EILEEN TRUONG

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CONTACT DETAILS

Address: 16 Fake Street, Columbia, 2100

Mobile: 0430 120 335

Email address: noenglit@hotmail.com

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PROFILE

My Name is Eileen Truong.  Currently a first year student studying at University of Western Sydney to become a Primary School teacher, as that has been a long-term goal of mine.

I have a high interest for the Retail Industry. I wish to continue working in customer service through working as a sales assistant. I have worked over 3 years in a retail environment and from that I wish to continue in this industry with the knowledge I have gained through that time. I believe I have a solid and reliable character that is best suited for any retail areas, I’m also considerably flexible and adaptable to change. I am quick to learn any new tasks.

I can work productively as part of a team or independently. I have been able to work in stressful conditions; this has ultimately tested my determination to pursue a route on continuing to working in retail. I have knowledge of the retail industry and of the duties involved. Therefore, I believe I would be a suitable candidate for this retail position.

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Availability

All week except for Monday, Tuesdays and Wednesdays.
This is subject to change when University resumes, a notice of this will be given.

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ACHIEVEMENTS AND VOLUNTEER WORK

2004 High School Distinction

2007 – 2008 School Clean Up Participation Award

2008 High School Distinction (Medallion) [Bronze]

·       2006-08 Participated in the Salvation Army door knock appeal

·       Red Cross (Red Shield Appeal)

·       Participated in Clean-up Australia day and 40 hour Famine

·       2009 Canley Vale Year 12 Formal Committee

·       2010 Mardi Gras – Fair Day

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EMPLOYMENT HISTORY

January 03, 2006 – July 10, 2010             Vplus Supermarket/Casual Position

Duties included:

ü  Customer service and assistance.

ü  Handling money – Cash and Electronical Cash.

ü  Cleaning (floor and Staffroom)

ü  Organising and Placing stock on shelves

ü  Worked as a team, and understood how to approach customers.

ü  Worked well under pressure – evident when there is limited staff on floor.

ü  Sorting and fixing customer disputes.

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EDUCATION & TRAINING

·       Canley Vale High School / Graduate of 2009

Completed both School Certificate and Higher School Certificate

·       University of Western Sydney
Bachelor of Arts – Pathways to Education

(Parramatta/Bankstown Campus
Currently studying

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PERSONAL ATTRIBUTES

·       Punctual

·       Reliable

·       Enthusiastic

·       Organised

·       Willing to learn

·       Out going

·       Able to work as a team

·       Can communicate with others

·       Able to socialize with others

·       Happy, friendly

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LANGUAGES

·       English (First language)

·       Cantonese (Understand and Speak)

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HOBBIES & INTERESTS

·       Socialising with friends.

·       Music

·       Fashion

·       Playing/watching sports <<< BIGGEST LOLOLOL

·       Online shopping and keeping up to date with latest trends

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REFEREE

·      Manager of Vplus Supermarket

         BOSS LADY

Mobile Phone(s): 0411 111 111 (preferred)
            Landline : (612) 9503 1243

           

WARM WEATHER

I can feel the weather has finally become better. No more wearing layers upon layers of jumpers, jackets and singlets whilst sleeping. Time to wear one shirt and one pair of pants.. (not that I wear two cause it was too cold, or anything) Haha. OR sleeping with two queen sized blankets folded in half so it feels like I am sleeping in 4 layers. LOL which I do, do. Always suffocating, but the warmth - SO GOOT.

Well I spoiled myself today. I bought this lovely dress to say "HELLO WARM WEATHER I C U" It's a Mink Pink piece. Well worth the $70  (my hand placement in the photo - totally deliberate - I wanted to cover whatever was in the background).  It's been so long since I've posted a photo of myself on this. I remember I had like a field day with this when I use to be bothered with my blog.

Not much has happened in my life since. 
I have prac for my course next week. Look at my name tag. Yes I paid $10 for it.
Early childhood isn't just dealing with little kids in the younger years okay?! it's Birth year - 13. Can't stress that enough when explaining to people. I love my course so much. Honestly, it's brought a whole new appreciation of younger children IN A NON-PEDO way. Stupid people calling me training to become a pedo >.<"



I remember the joke now.
Britney spears, Shaggy and Craig David were in an elavator/life w/e LOL. Someone farts. Shaggy 'It wasn't me' Craig David 'I'm walking away' Britney spears 'Oops I did it again'
LOL use to be the funniest joke in primary school okay?

So an activity in class was for us to remember our experience in Primary. That was mines. I was always the funny kid. Might I say, I still am (adjusts invisible bow - tie)

Truth of the matter is I miss you so much. Every single living day.
Don't waste fresh tears on old griefs. Okay. I promise..

BEFORE I FORGET. CINDBINDZ

So for my 20th birthday. The ACTUAL day. 5th July, 2011. I had a lovely and most wonderful friend surprise me by sort of tricking me and then not tricking me. Okay, I'm not making sense. So let me try to remember.

I was sitting at home chilling. Reading text messages from friends on Facebook and my phone. Cindy calls me and tells me that she was somewhere FARR away. Townsville ? I think she said. I was pretty saddened cause I thought she wouldn't be there to celebrate my birthday with me on Friday (ended up at pancakes on the rocks)

She tells me that a friend of hers who lives on my street left a bag on the gate cause he was too 'chicken shit' to ring my bell. Her excuse was so valid because whilst I was on the phone with her it was extremely static-y on her end so I figured very bad reception problems.

So I walk outside and I see a bag and inside the contents are:
- Photo frame w/ picture of us photoshopped with Trey Songz. I recall she told me that initially the photo was our faces photoshopped on two fat black chicks bodies with Trey songz in the middle with his arms wrapped around them. According to her the photo 'didn't really work out' LOLOLOLOL
- A yellow letter. A very meaningful letter. Which OKAY FARROUT did make me tear up a bit. Which then had instructions to go outside. So obeying the letter I do so.
- Also a card :D hehe
- Note that says 'NI DE BABA'

Okay throughout the course of this year. Cindy and I have been doing some pretty stupid shit LOL. By stupid I mean ridiculously stupid that normal people wouldn't do. Around April we use to go and pick up her mother from Ryde. Her mum loves me cause I'm Chinese :) hehe. ANYWAYS; We'd go to Macquarie Uni on some occasions to meet up with Nigel. On this one particular occasion we drove off singing to Trey Songz. I have no idea how this came about but we started yelling out her car window. Ridiculously we once yelled out - NI DE BA BA .. and it just became a thing. LOL we'd always drive up to the BUS STOP and yell it out. HHAHAHA Far - we're idiots LOL. Then we'd crack jokes about the people understanding it cause' they were mainly international students LOL =='' we're so rude. But it was funny OKAY!.

SHE POPS OUT AND SURPRISES ME
I recall saying 'I THOUGHT YOU WERE AT TOWNSVILLE?'
'What the hell NO . I don't even know where that is'

So yeah THANKS CINDY <3 LOVE YOU HEAPS :)

REMINISCING ABOUT FUN TIMES #98 & REMINISCING ABOUT FUN TIMES #97

98. Buying condoms for Peter Do #2's 16th? Birthday.
Okay this is by far one of the most randomest stories that came about during highschool. As I recall this was a time when Peter just recently joined us. I'm certain I use to talk to him before online. We've never met each other before. But I recall I spoke to him at a time when he was still dating Jenny Luu (primary friend). So when he came to my HS I was surprised he still remembered me and knew who I was before. I remember being shy cause I knew he didn't know how I looked like before he came to Canley.

Okay, so on the day Gligich and I met up at Cabra Station. This was at a time when we just started to become close friends. We were walking around Livo for AGES before we decided what we were to get for Peter. I don't know how the idea came about but we ended up buying him a box - that we were to later fill up with very inappropriate items. We went Big W and bought a love CD mix and then we bought furry handcuffs and a garter? LOL. This was to be our 'Seduction set' for when he needs to use it... when he has a gf or whatnot. HAHA. The set wasn't complete without one final item. Yup - Condoms. I recall it was so awkward standing in the aisle staring at it. Both of us still young - staring at condoms and thinking - crap.. which one do we get? LOL

Me : So... assorted ayee... what does that mean?
Gligich : I have no idea.
Me : let's just grab that one! it has 30 and the other has 12
Gligich : Does he really need that many?!
Me : I don't know! LOLOLOL but it says VALUE

Okay so we grab the box and go into the stationary aisle to grab one of those birthday gift bags. Just to make it less suss. This was at a time when Big W had just installed Self-check out machines. We were so happy they installed such a thing because oh my god every counter had males behind them.

Me : I'm not doing it you are!
Gligich : OKAY
(holds the box up against teh scanner)
Gligich : Umm Eileen, it's not working
Me : Omg! try again!
Gligich! I AM TRYING!
Me : I don't want assistance so don't look suss
Gligich : OH my god Eileen it's not scanning!
Me : CRAP WHAT DO WE DO!??!
(BEEP)
Me : shove it in the bag now!!!!!

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Yeah, the machine didn't work intiially but when we got it working.... LOL We left the Big W promising that we can never speak of this again. But I'm not speaking I'm typing HAHA. We then went to the closest park we could find. So at the park we placed the items in the box. Wrote our own msgs to Peter. Then we decided to keep a condom each - as a marking of us accomplishing this.

>> THAT PARTICULAR CONDOM WAS TO BE THE ONE THAT GOT ME IN SOOO MUCH TROUBLE FROM MY PARENTS. (story next time - this will be memory number #96)

(Image below taken on the day we went to buy it - oh we also bought hectic as glasses from hot dollar? I think it was. As you can see there is a park - in the BG which proves this day did happen).

God our hair - our glasses - our fashion. I still remember the dress in that photo. That's when I was losing all this weight I had and stuff and it made me happy to be able to wear that dress LOLOLOL


MEMORY 97 :
This is going to be so lame and stupid but I do want to remember this particular memory. In year 4, the room was silent. The teacher (MISS PILLAY) sat at the front of the classroom reading a book to us. I'm sure it was Charlie and the Chocolate factory or Jame's and the Giant Peach. Anyways, out of the blue I chuck the biggest... Burp. LOL I kid you not A BURP! the whole class starts laughing. I put my head down in shame and start crying. I cried so much that Miss Pillay told Christine Ngo to accompany me to the toilet. We walk to the toilet and she's telling me "Eileen, it's okay it's natural' AND I KEEP CRYING AND CRYING AND CRYING AND CRYING. I cried the whole day. I was so embarrased that all I knew to do was to cry and cry and cry. I was almost sent home cause I wouldn't stop crying. LOL Oh god.

OZ-TAG

Whutt? Yups. I'm playing oz-tag this season. How fun! But yeah to be honest I have no idea what I am doing half the time I am on the field. I know I am capable of catching the ball and running it. That's about it. I should be more focused. I mainly spend time trying to figure out what way of tying my hair that is most suitable when it comes to running around. This has probably become a fashion thing for me cause I spend more time figuring out what to wear to play than actually playing the sport itself. BUT! I'll have you guys know I am still learning how to throw the ball - and I've ALMOST successfully mastered doing so. I constantly need to harrass Chiv and Paul to teach me how to throw. I've also had PattyMeeks say he'll try to teach me. That's how bad-not-good-ish I am. HAHA

ON THE TEAM WE HAVE -
Chan David Chiv
Chris Le
Khanh Huynh
Peter do #2
Felicia Lay
Monica Neou
Mei Yip
Bonita Yun
Sullivan Mai
Tiffany Hong
Paul Le
Darryll Prevendido
Nathane Tatupu
Lyon E

I don't want to impress you guys and all but I am faster than Chris Le. I'm still yet to see whether or not I am faster than Lenny. BUT freak! he runs like an insane man. Had it not been for my new piercing I'd race. Pretty good on my end considering the last of any physical activity was done when I was in year 11. I recall having to do aerobics or something at Ffld leisure centre. So awkward.

Conversations that make me smile :
While working at Rubi, Julie decides to walk in. I am standing at the desk filling out the daily planner
Julie : Excuse me (attitude)
Me : YES!
Initially I was thinking how rude! Then I saw it was her and I'm like ngawww. We hug each other (very initimately ;) nah jks great hug haha.
Julie : YOUR BOOBS ARE SMALLER!!!!
Me : Aww (sadfaced) I know thanks for pointing it out (sarcasm)
Julie : What happened?
Me : WHY IS BOOB FAT?! I DIDN'T KNOW THAT.
Julie : Mines have gone bigger
Me : Yes! Just rub it in thank you.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA
Whilst talking about this customers walk by and stare at us like what the freak - they are staring at their cleavage in the mirror. LOL

Okay, one of the most loveliest people I got to share highschool with. This particular conversation made me laugh because I can't believe I was able to act silly and random around her. It's been almost a year since we've seen each other and we're talking to each other as if time has never gone by. I still remember business studies how I would piss her off by not actually focusing AND MATHS Mr Nguyen's class LOL made me laugh all the time. She's so nice. I totally foresaw her and Tony becoming a couple. Even when she would make remarks .. that I rather not disclose here.

Cont our conversation
Julie : Do you remember my 18th?
Me : How could I forget? I love the photos I took for that night. My Facebook DP is from your bday!
Julie : Were you sober that night?
Me : Post HSC I was always sober.

        

Julie : Yeah I was pretty wasted that night.
Me : Yeah I remember! LOL I was so shocked you invited V_______ L__ . You are too nice! I mean I can understand why you'd feel bad being that he lives in front of you and everything! But what he did in your house! Oh my god I would've been so pissed off.
Julie : Yeah that was so disgusting. I think Kit cleaned it?
Me : That was so messed up again, just eugh :/

I just found the post that's suppose to talk about Julie's 18th but I just re-read it and it really just talked about how I use to drive a full car on my reds at night - with cops around.
Here :D

ANNOYING -

MEET MY FRIEND FREDDIE
NO

DO YOU WANT TO MEET HIM

NO

-- blah blah 'you're a part time lingerie model?'

GET THE FUCK OTU LOL

LOLOL Shirley + lisa weng. Love you guys.
SHOT DOWNNNN

IT'S BEEN A WHILE

LISTENING : CHRIS BROWN + ESTER DEAN - I LOVE YOU
LOL LISTEN! You'll remember it. Shirley and I's sing-a-long-song. I miss singing along and driving and stuff.

Been ages since I've posted anything on here. Even though it was probably a month. That's a long time, okay?! Well from my previous post till now I've had no access to my email address that links to this account. I don't know if someone hacked my account or not. I just left it. Which probably wasn't a good idea considering my paypal/payslips et cetera were connected to that account. Well after hours of dealing with a series of questions and others I finally have access to this account again. Horribly sorry I'm just rambling right now.

I have so much to write about. I must dot point them and expand on them in the later future.

- HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME. Yes, I'm old as I turned 20. Well 21 if you count the asian calendar? haha.
- Legally making my name Eileen L. Truong. ELT rather than ET now :(
- Started drinking - not my proudest episode but hey! we live once ayes? ;)
  Not going to be an alcoholic.
  Lenny + Bonita drank all my 18th Birthday Alize :( Awwwwwww
- I TRANSFERRED UNIVERSITY. YES! It's official I'm a Macquarie student. From University of Western Sydney. So I'm quite proud of myself. I was offered Sydney University after Macquarie, but I decided on Macquarie because of a lovely friend who makes my new course sound so freaking marvelous. It's week 2 in and I love it to bits :) The travelling? It's a pain AGREED but it's really a lovely campus and I've grown so in love with it.
- My parents bought me an Ipad2 cause they so proud :'). It matches my white iphone - cause it's white as well hehe.
- I actually failed Uni last semester. I kept saying "farrout guys, I knew I failed but wth 3 units?" Yups truth be told. I'm certain I failed Intro to Law - Middle East - First Globalisation. Not my proudest moment. I probably only managed to just pass the Psychology unit I did :(
- Still keeping ties with UWS folks. I'm in such a happy place with friends who would travel to visit me :') makes me shed multiple tears LOL
- My bedroom is clean :) NO JOKE. LOL.
- I live in two places now :)
- I'm smiling again.
- I'm still continuing in the retail industry. I love Rubi so much! The girls are all so lovely. I can never  leave it! I get 50% off now. hehe.
- Dyed my hair like 5 gazillion times.
- Going to get my right wisdom teeth taken out.
- Zantac doesn't work for me.
- I'm a freaking weekly supporter for two Bball teams. Submariners and PURPLE DRANK! but really I'm quite more of a supporter of PD. 'cause off the guys on the team.
- I always forget to eat. I kid you not. I just get lazy LOL. Swear
- GREENTEAMANGOMANTRA
- I JUST MET THIS SEXY HAITIAN GIRLL MOVING LIKE A DANCERRR

Yeah, the order of these things became really random. So I'll leave it on that. Goodnight :)

BEST THING I NEVER HAD

I love Beyonce. But honestly I was quite dissapointed in the songs she produced in her latest album. Somehow she's redeemed herself because of this song.
Listening on repeat.

MARVINS ROOM

PONTOON

Last night I went with a majority of Livo Girls to Pontoon. Being use to going Zaia - this was quite a foreign club for me. Amazingly situated near the wharf - with an upstairs and downstairs clubbing area. I never drink (so I say). No, I mean it! I don't drink it's quite sad. It's mainly because I've developed such a liking to just being a designated driver that I see that I can turn any event into a fun night with or without alcohol. Which is a good thing right?

So last night I told the girls on the train the exact same thing - they were pre-drinking terribly mixed drinks. I mean Redbull/Vodka and .... apple juice+orange juice? Tasted quite foul. Well I took a Zantac which is supposedly reduce red-ness. I being a true chinese person - tends to go extremely red. Which is straight out embarrassing. I drank heaps (heaps) HAHA but yeah for me who hasn't properly done this for a year I've deserved it! these girls are crazy! Especially Anne who got so drunk and disorderly. I'll leave this with a set of photos. How embarrasing. I kept drunk texting people. Oh my God I was looking at who I messaged. I think the worst was to Lenny and Johnson - Facepalm.

I really seldom smile with my teeth showing nowadays. why the change?

LOLOLOL freak

DEFINITELY A SHOE PERSON

I am most definitely a shoe person. Well mainly shoes and accessories. I work in Rubi but honestly the love for it didn't kick in entirely till recently. I mean yeah, Rubi Shoes does have that reputation for disposable shoes. I agree actually. That's more applicable towards the Nina/Bronte Flats though. In terms of other shoes I believe they are fashionably nice and price-worthy.  Let me show you my favourites - though I've shown them various times. I just love them that much.

 SHARNIE WEDGE : I bought this just today. It really slims my legs down. ALSO it came in a beige tone but workmake convinced me that that colour is suited towards an outfit that has been planned whereas the black one matches everything! That be true :')

 I bought this because I believed the black 'STEVIE BOOT' lacked character. I wanted a black wedge but EHH.

WE WILL NEVER BE FRIENDS AGAIN

Okay, First of all. No, I don't want to be your friend or will I change this mindset anytime soon.
Well yeah seems like I'm the biggest bitch for ignoring you ayes?
Not even acknowledging your existence when we're in the same room or literally 2 metres away from each other? Well, that's a first on my end.

I've had people whom I'd say I don't want to be friends with anymore and I always end up forgiving them or giving them a reason to forgive. I've never ever been so mean to another person where it actually is overwhelming - it's beyond my character. I hate being rude or mean. I do, genuinely do.

I've probably hit that point where I know it's good to sometimes let go of 'some' people in life, unfortunately you were the person who I decided to do this with. I need to prove to myself that I don't always need to forgive people. But actually let them go when I say it, and mean it. I mean for fucks sake you asked me that question once - if you should let go of friends. YES, you should. Start with me. Okay.

There is no point reasoning with me. I will never talk to you the same anymore. Even if we became friends again (not happening) I will never be the same with you. I know this. I've never stuck through with this decision so strongly before. SO that's telling me something. Also, it's showing you something.

So, don't harrass Hayriye. She's such a lovely person - that's just abuse. So stop it.

I deleted and blocked you on facebook - I've never done this to another person other than my ex-bf. At this point in my life - once I block someone I'm never looking back - never giving second chances.

So I'll end this at that.

RED FOR A DAY. (srsly) not anymore

AND ... FOR MY NEXT BOYFRIEND

.. I will cook him dumplings. I miss having a reason to cook for another person.  No pre-heating ones. Start from scratch ones.  'Cute shit style.

I know, I can make it for friends. But making dumplings for them is so random.
I rather cakes and cupcakes :)

Totally bitten by the cooking bug at the moment. I'm going to be a good girlfriend LOL jks, going to burn the kitchen down :P

Seriously, procrastination is so bad on my end. Thank god open book exam!

I got this, I do.