Okay, First of all. No, I don't want to be your friend or will I change this mindset anytime soon.
Well yeah seems like I'm the biggest bitch for ignoring you ayes?
Not even acknowledging your existence when we're in the same room or literally 2 metres away from each other? Well, that's a first on my end.
I've had people whom I'd say I don't want to be friends with anymore and I always end up forgiving them or giving them a reason to forgive. I've never ever been so mean to another person where it actually is overwhelming - it's beyond my character. I hate being rude or mean. I do, genuinely do.
I've probably hit that point where I know it's good to sometimes let go of 'some' people in life, unfortunately you were the person who I decided to do this with. I need to prove to myself that I don't always need to forgive people. But actually let them go when I say it, and mean it. I mean for fucks sake you asked me that question once - if you should let go of friends. YES, you should. Start with me. Okay.
There is no point reasoning with me. I will never talk to you the same anymore. Even if we became friends again (not happening) I will never be the same with you. I know this. I've never stuck through with this decision so strongly before. SO that's telling me something. Also, it's showing you something.
So, don't harrass Hayriye. She's such a lovely person - that's just abuse. So stop it.
I deleted and blocked you on facebook - I've never done this to another person other than my ex-bf. At this point in my life - once I block someone I'm never looking back - never giving second chances.
So I'll end this at that.
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