MARVINS ROOM

PONTOON

Last night I went with a majority of Livo Girls to Pontoon. Being use to going Zaia - this was quite a foreign club for me. Amazingly situated near the wharf - with an upstairs and downstairs clubbing area. I never drink (so I say). No, I mean it! I don't drink it's quite sad. It's mainly because I've developed such a liking to just being a designated driver that I see that I can turn any event into a fun night with or without alcohol. Which is a good thing right?

So last night I told the girls on the train the exact same thing - they were pre-drinking terribly mixed drinks. I mean Redbull/Vodka and .... apple juice+orange juice? Tasted quite foul. Well I took a Zantac which is supposedly reduce red-ness. I being a true chinese person - tends to go extremely red. Which is straight out embarrassing. I drank heaps (heaps) HAHA but yeah for me who hasn't properly done this for a year I've deserved it! these girls are crazy! Especially Anne who got so drunk and disorderly. I'll leave this with a set of photos. How embarrasing. I kept drunk texting people. Oh my God I was looking at who I messaged. I think the worst was to Lenny and Johnson - Facepalm.

I really seldom smile with my teeth showing nowadays. why the change?

LOLOLOL freak

DEFINITELY A SHOE PERSON

I am most definitely a shoe person. Well mainly shoes and accessories. I work in Rubi but honestly the love for it didn't kick in entirely till recently. I mean yeah, Rubi Shoes does have that reputation for disposable shoes. I agree actually. That's more applicable towards the Nina/Bronte Flats though. In terms of other shoes I believe they are fashionably nice and price-worthy.  Let me show you my favourites - though I've shown them various times. I just love them that much.

 SHARNIE WEDGE : I bought this just today. It really slims my legs down. ALSO it came in a beige tone but workmake convinced me that that colour is suited towards an outfit that has been planned whereas the black one matches everything! That be true :')

 I bought this because I believed the black 'STEVIE BOOT' lacked character. I wanted a black wedge but EHH.

WE WILL NEVER BE FRIENDS AGAIN

Okay, First of all. No, I don't want to be your friend or will I change this mindset anytime soon.
Well yeah seems like I'm the biggest bitch for ignoring you ayes?
Not even acknowledging your existence when we're in the same room or literally 2 metres away from each other? Well, that's a first on my end.

I've had people whom I'd say I don't want to be friends with anymore and I always end up forgiving them or giving them a reason to forgive. I've never ever been so mean to another person where it actually is overwhelming - it's beyond my character. I hate being rude or mean. I do, genuinely do.

I've probably hit that point where I know it's good to sometimes let go of 'some' people in life, unfortunately you were the person who I decided to do this with. I need to prove to myself that I don't always need to forgive people. But actually let them go when I say it, and mean it. I mean for fucks sake you asked me that question once - if you should let go of friends. YES, you should. Start with me. Okay.

There is no point reasoning with me. I will never talk to you the same anymore. Even if we became friends again (not happening) I will never be the same with you. I know this. I've never stuck through with this decision so strongly before. SO that's telling me something. Also, it's showing you something.

So, don't harrass Hayriye. She's such a lovely person - that's just abuse. So stop it.

I deleted and blocked you on facebook - I've never done this to another person other than my ex-bf. At this point in my life - once I block someone I'm never looking back - never giving second chances.

So I'll end this at that.

RED FOR A DAY. (srsly) not anymore

AND ... FOR MY NEXT BOYFRIEND

.. I will cook him dumplings. I miss having a reason to cook for another person.  No pre-heating ones. Start from scratch ones.  'Cute shit style.

I know, I can make it for friends. But making dumplings for them is so random.
I rather cakes and cupcakes :)

Totally bitten by the cooking bug at the moment. I'm going to be a good girlfriend LOL jks, going to burn the kitchen down :P

Seriously, procrastination is so bad on my end. Thank god open book exam!

I got this, I do.

I LOVE IT WHEN GLIGICH AND I TALK

She reminds me of so many things from HS that I've forgotten.

She has good memory I don't

FUCK, I SUCK

DON'T FORGET

Mind, Body, Soul and Heart

Not - Body and Mind.

REMINISCING ABOUT FUN TIMES #98

The day Jessica Gligich and I bought condoms  for Peter do #2 and star glasses.
this is just a reminder put here . so whne im done with my assginment i iwll type the story up LOL

FRINGE

I cut my fringe at the beginning of this year. Around the time I got my tragus done. Now it's fully back to what it was before. So, weird. My hair only grows in the front but not the rest ==''

So I've been contemplating on whether or not I should dye my hair, again. HA
This is like a reoccuring thing. Sigh. I still don't know actually. I feel like I would regret it if I do. Because my hair has been sun-bleached a very natural dark brown.

Discussion :

CINDY TAN DYED HER HAIR :O
Cindy : My hair came out brighter than thought!
Me : That's cause you have virgin hair!
Cindy : what?! HAHA
Me : Yeah! As in natural hair. Hence virgin hair. I don't have virgin hair! I'd have to bleach my hair
Cindy : WHORE HAIR!
Me : YAHH! LOL WHORE HAIR! But my hair is like brown and people think its natural, so I have smart whore hair.
Cindy : LOLOL 'smart whore'

Aww, you know I'm procrastinating when I'm bombarding this blog with posts.

Currently : browsing ASOS. OMFG DIES :( I want to spend money. But the problem is - where is the money to spend?! hehehe.

MAINTENANCE

Listening Now : Git Fresh - Booty Moosik
Next : Christina Milian - Us against the world
Last listened with friends : LMFAO - YES (sang along with Shain Basha)

Recently, my skin (especially my face) has headed down a disgusting path where my skin is excessively oily. Something I'm not use to. I use to say 'fair enough' if I had dry skin around these months but right now it's a really annoying issue. I can honestly say I've never had oily skin. EVER. Not till this year!

What I'm using now :

Clinque range. I was a bit skeptical about using it initially. But Cecilia insisted that it really does work. I agreed with her eventually, because it does! My oiliness has died down - slightly.


Changing makeup routine.
THE LINE.
I find it amazing how easily defined your eyes become just because of a line.
The first image basically is how I go about on a normal day with make-up.
I personally don't like lining my water line(2nd image) so much. Just because I think it's bothersome to maintain throughout the day. Such as smudging! BLECK you can sort of see my oilyness.

FOUNDATION + PRIMER
I've always loved Body Shop Products. Quite an excited child when they introduced their cosmetics range. Quite Frankly, this foundation is amazing. I've never had coverage of my freckles - the way this one does. What I hate about my skin colour is - it actually varies. I'm sometimes extremely light and not. This foundation matches any light. It's also body shop - so there is this trust in it that I know it won't damage my skin.
Revlon Primer. I've only recently started investing in using Primers again. I use to use a Sheer Cover one. But that one dried my skin out extremely. So I've only recently started using this one - yet I've had nothing but good happen to me :)


This Stila foundation stick. I rarely use this. It's much to dark for my liking.

CONCEALERRevlon is the best. I use this one currently. Before I used a tea-tree one. I'm light/medium. Sometimes I can get away with just wearing this and no foundation at all! :D



FACIAL SCRUB
I was talking to Gligich and Shirley. They both swear by this brand. It's really inexpensive as well. Personally I don't think the Pore-Scrub itself is that great. But I definitely fallen in love with it's 'Skin Preservation' range. The Microderm exfoliator has smoothed out my skin. I don't have a flawless complexion I wish I did though. :'(

SCARS
I don't have break outs. But prevention is first step. :) However I do have scars :(

HAIR
My hair is falling out heaps now as well! Since it's long it really annoys my mother. Living in a house with only one shower - I'm always the one to blame when there is hair gathered on the drain ==''

Dry-Shampoo.
Seriously, anyone following me on twitter would know I continously rave about how amazing dry shampoo is. I'm currently living off this stuff! Since it's winter as well! Just proves beyond perfect.

BLUSH

I don't commonly use blush. I get away with natural blush :) I love it. But if I need that kick in colour I use the one below.

FRAGRANCEI smell like apples :) because of this lovely bottle. Nina Ricci scents <3

Make Up Removers.
These are the two I use. I mainly use the carrrot one when I'm in the shower. Just cause it's not as harsh as the Garnier one.



Hehe Isn't this cute? Eh! My mother bought it for me.

NEW COURSE

Now Listening : Drake - Novemeber 18th
Next on my list : Something On Your Mind - MYNC Project Feat. Abigail Bailey

I think I'm going to change my blogging style.
Remembering to occasionally mention events in life that make me smile.

I've kicked start a new routine. Which is to actually eat and become healthy.
Today was the start of that. Happiness does matter.

Stress? Stress for me is I stop eating. It's so bad. But everyone deals with stress in a different way. My concern now is that I've been dropping weight dramatically in the past few weeks due to uni.

I lost 3kgs in 2 weeks. So hopefully! this will become better soon. I never want to relapse into that state in year 10 when I almost fainted at school.  STRESSING FOR THE SCHOOL CERTIFICATE LOL ! How horrible is that?!?! :(

My mother is hilarious she's encourage I stuff my face again like I use to. She's still making my favourite dishes. Which is so cute of her. I love her to bits.

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Mother : 'I'm actually disappointed I mean who's going to finish all the Banh Canh? You know I cook a big pot 'cause I know you love it. I can tell you never touch it .. is it my cooking?! Is it that bad that you hate it now?

Me : OH WHAT!! MUMMY NO NO NO! of course not! I love it! Just (mo wei to, sek)

Oh yeah, I had to use chinese.
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Impulsive decisions
My lip piercing.
I want to take it out. But I've grown so use to it.

(Around the time I got my piercing)
Johnson : No, don't get it I don't allow it. No ! No no no no

(gets the piercing)

Johnson : Oh yeah looks good on you.

(In the talks of taking it out)

Johnson : No, don't!! Why?!?!
Cindy : Why??/@?
Fiona : Why?!?!?!?!
LOL WHYHYHYHSHH!??! HAHA

But yea'

Til next time. :)

Declining

My health is still pretty bad.

BOY YOU GOT MY HEARTBEAT RUNNIN' AWAY

PHOTOBOOTH:)

Allen Ritter - No Hesitation (Motivation Cover)
LISTENINGGG.

LOVE ON MY INDEX

My sub-line for Twitter.

'love on my index'

Meaning : Nothing

I just wrote it cause I always wear the word 'love' on my index finger. Hence, 'Love on my Index' I know, I know. Shit got real.