I've decided to change my banner image back to one I really liked. I had almost forgotten about it til' recently I let Johnson borrow my Iphone. I was going through it deleting the 1800 photos I have! Ugh! Most tedious process. I deleted almost 800 til' I saw this beautiful image again. I chose to keep the quote under it because. I like it.
Which reminds me - before I handed Johnson my phone I realised that all my contacts were still on the phone. So I told him he had to manually delete them. LOL I felt embarrassed because it wasn't til' later I realised the amount of weird-as numbers I had on my phone.
Johnson : err... yeah 'apple nail and beauty'
But I felt I did the kid a good favour! Made me feel great. He's so happy. LOLOL never seen someone so happy to use an Iphone. Yet I want to get rid of mines. I want a HTC :'(
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A week ago. I had the honour of staying in the Hilton Hotel with Cecilia, Sheena, Kat, Medha and Kat. This was for Cecilia's 19th. How wonderful! I had such a blast. LMFAO DIDNT EVEN FRIGGEN SLEEP! We ate at Fat Noodle >
(two nights before the event)
Me : Don't get angry but.. I still haven't told my mum about the hotel thing
Cecilia : WHAT!! what if you're not allowed to stay?
Me : I reckon I am allowed - I'm too scared to ask my mum! hehe
(on the day of the event)
Me : Dude I still haven't asked my mum yet...
Cecilia : Oh my god eileen! it's tonight though
Me : Yeah I know! I got this!
(calls mum via phone - was too scared to ask her in person)
Me : Mummy, can I sleep over at the hotel with my friends tonight? I swear mummy there are no guys! I will mms pictures to william if I have to .. to prove to you there are no boys there. LOL
Mum : BLAH BLAH BLAH DONT GET RAPED LOL blah blah CALL HOME blah blah OOOOH YOU SO GANGSTER NOW...... BLAH BLAH RAH RAH RAH !!! RENTING OUT YOUR VAGINA.
Holy fuck when my mum said that I fucking cracked up and dropped my phone HAHAHAH. Just when I thought my mum has thrown me all insults -she surprises me with more.
Sigh. clearly it was a courtesy invite. we knew but you. =='' sigh.
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On a great note. Stress has lessened for me I'm eating again. YAY.
I extremely hate stressing! Especially if it's to do with uni eugh!. I should be part happy I'm a stress non-eater. But FARRRRRR so bad :( My first proper food meal was with Diamond at El Jannah. Ate like crazy! Never in my life. Happiness gives me that boost and willpower to eat again LOL :)
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I've lost two friends this week. Not that that's a bad thing. I'm quite content more so because I had to lose to gain. By losing two friends I've reconnected with 3 others.
EX FRIEND ONE : destined to happen sooner or later. Our history has just been too bad. To many problems, trust issues. None that I need nor does she. Not that we aren't friends but the word acquaintances seems more appropriate to describe our 'relationship'.
EX FRIEND TWO : yeah I don't give a fuck. HAHA seriously. I don't. Ya wall of text to my facebook page. Would've love to read it but chose not too. LAWL.
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Procrastinating. Don't I always? I have an assignment due tomorrow. I thought it was due on the 31st I was wrong bro.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Imperfection is beauty. Madness is genius. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
Sunday, May 29, 2011
I BELIEVE
A year from now. Everything will change. I would've gained and lost some.
For the time being I need to remind myself to smile everyday. For the special ones who are there for me.
The ones who make my days bearable, the ones who make me believe that this will only get better.
The ones who... remind me that - no matter how much pain I'm feeling - this is just the beginning and that in time it will heal.
For the time being I need to remind myself to smile everyday. For the special ones who are there for me.
The ones who make my days bearable, the ones who make me believe that this will only get better.
The ones who... remind me that - no matter how much pain I'm feeling - this is just the beginning and that in time it will heal.
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
REALISING
that I've known most of my facebook friends from ages ago!
For eg. Jessica Wong - Diana Ngoc Thanh - Jenny Chan -
&& not remembering how I even met them! LOL
For eg. Jessica Wong - Diana Ngoc Thanh - Jenny Chan -
&& not remembering how I even met them! LOL
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
REMINISCING ABOUT FUN TIMES #99
Talking to Latisha + Jessica Gligich about chain mails"
Me : You know around year 9? I read a chainmail about how a girl was murdered and if I didn't forward it she would pop outside my window that night. Funny enough my computer table use to be right next to my window. So when I finished reading the chain mail.. out of nowhere I hear a young girl scream really loudly outside my window. FUCK I FORWARDED THE CHAIN MAIL TO EVERYONE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Me : You know around year 9? I read a chainmail about how a girl was murdered and if I didn't forward it she would pop outside my window that night. Funny enough my computer table use to be right next to my window. So when I finished reading the chain mail.. out of nowhere I hear a young girl scream really loudly outside my window. FUCK I FORWARDED THE CHAIN MAIL TO EVERYONE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
FREAKING LAUGHING OUT LOUD @ CECILIA
Cecilia says:
x__baybeeh.e@hotmail.com is disconnected.
Cecilia says:
I say:
Sunday, May 8, 2011
STRANGERS, AGAIN
I've seen this video around FB before but I never watched it till Pat linked me.
'the chase' -
'the chase' -
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
OVERWHELMED
I am truly and deeply overwhelmed right now.
Yeah this year was a bad start for me. I lost two of the closest girls (R & S) I could always turn to. Luckily I reconciled with R recently. But the other - I was more afraid to approach or talk to. Only because I feared she wouldn't have forgiven me. I've never had a fall-out with her before. I've only ever annoyed her to the fullest extent - which is bad. haha
In all honesty, the argument and distance we kept was because of me. I had more reason to apologise to her to fix it with her. Yet I was scared. This becomes my deepest regret. I should've apologised to her sooner. We didn't speak to each other since February.
She started a conversation with me tonight. I was in tears reading what she wrote to me. She's one of the very few friends who genuinely care for me and I the same to her.
I was overwhelmed to know she always questioned how I was going and was happy to know I was happy. She even told me she had to ask others - and that she felt a bit desperate trying to find out. I have never had a person in my life do that for me. For that I am so appreciative of her. Only because that's what a true friend would do. Despite the obstacles in front. Just I am lost on words. I didn't know there was someone in life that could care for me so much that they would cried whenever I was in pain. I feel so bad right now. Learning this from her and remembering what she use to do for me as a friend. I cried even more LOL
I kept my distance from her because I believed that everything she had going on right now was what she wanted. She seemed so genuinely happy and I believed that was because I wasn't there to be a burden. Learning that she was probably just as miserable as I was quite shocking. I naturally assumed a lot of things just based on what I saw on facebook/twitter. I missed her so much.
I cried in the period we didn't talk. I never ever cry over friendship problems. I cried because losing her as a friend meant a lot to me. I honestly thought after that major fallout she had walked out of my life completely. I would've never wanted that ever.
I'm glad things are sorted out now. They aren't completely mended. A lot to catch up on. A lot to talk about.
Yeah this year was a bad start for me. I lost two of the closest girls (R & S) I could always turn to. Luckily I reconciled with R recently. But the other - I was more afraid to approach or talk to. Only because I feared she wouldn't have forgiven me. I've never had a fall-out with her before. I've only ever annoyed her to the fullest extent - which is bad. haha
In all honesty, the argument and distance we kept was because of me. I had more reason to apologise to her to fix it with her. Yet I was scared. This becomes my deepest regret. I should've apologised to her sooner. We didn't speak to each other since February.
She started a conversation with me tonight. I was in tears reading what she wrote to me. She's one of the very few friends who genuinely care for me and I the same to her.
I was overwhelmed to know she always questioned how I was going and was happy to know I was happy. She even told me she had to ask others - and that she felt a bit desperate trying to find out. I have never had a person in my life do that for me. For that I am so appreciative of her. Only because that's what a true friend would do. Despite the obstacles in front. Just I am lost on words. I didn't know there was someone in life that could care for me so much that they would cried whenever I was in pain. I feel so bad right now. Learning this from her and remembering what she use to do for me as a friend. I cried even more LOL
I kept my distance from her because I believed that everything she had going on right now was what she wanted. She seemed so genuinely happy and I believed that was because I wasn't there to be a burden. Learning that she was probably just as miserable as I was quite shocking. I naturally assumed a lot of things just based on what I saw on facebook/twitter. I missed her so much.
I cried in the period we didn't talk. I never ever cry over friendship problems. I cried because losing her as a friend meant a lot to me. I honestly thought after that major fallout she had walked out of my life completely. I would've never wanted that ever.
I'm glad things are sorted out now. They aren't completely mended. A lot to catch up on. A lot to talk about.
Monday, May 2, 2011
REMINISCING ABOUT FUN TIMES #100
Me : BRi-ISH - that's my british accent
Susan : British people don't say 'Bri-ISH'
Me : Yeah they do.
This was us talking about what accents we could do.
I definitely can't do the british accent that's for sure. LOL
Susan : British people don't say 'Bri-ISH'
Me : Yeah they do.
This was us talking about what accents we could do.
I definitely can't do the british accent that's for sure. LOL
Sunday, May 1, 2011
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