Truth is I'm absolutely terrified to die alone. I want the best of both - I want to be single and still feel attached. This is so difficult. I am so envious of that cliched moment in movies - where best friends fall in love. It is so insane but I've watched one-too-many movies to know this will never happen -- only in my dreams. haha.
Also because, I've listened to Jason Mraz ft Colbie Calliat - Lucky so many times.
It's kind of sad how thoughts start to run in your mind when you are single. -chuckles- I am so going to read back on what I wrote here when I'm like 30 and married with kids. Till then I promise future me that I will try to steer out of this thought. :D
Funny to say 4 weeks ago my post would've been titled 'single and unemployed'. Now I'm just happy that employment will distract me from this thought.
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