I've never felt so alone. Time will heal my pain. But I do miss having a friend who calls once in a while. I love my new friends. But not as much as I love my high school friends. Really contemplating on dropping out of university right now.
I miss going out to eat :( especially in the city. Travelling by train is such a pain now. Not enjoyable at all. But I'll never forgive you, ever. Damage has been done (literally). I can never - ever - forgive you. 6 years thrown away, but thats healthy right?. Being with someone for so long - I'm gaining my 'independence'? right?. Everytime my mind thinks back and when I feel like I want to forgive you - I'm reminded by the time you tried to kill me (not literally//) and how you damaged my beloved car. I hate you. So. I AM Alone. I should be fine.
Oh yeah. I'm also employed now. Can't believe how committed I was? I mean travelling all the way to Botany to attend an interview. haha. I guess i failed when i went for Forcast I mean they haven't even contacted me back yet. So fail.. On a good note! I'm part of the Cotton On company now so. YAY? :P
On 3rd Nov I have an interview for Justgroup (but its at CHATSWOOD:(). I want to attend for the fun of attending. Haha. It's for smiggle. I recall fully devising a way to get into 'PETER ALEXANDER'. Eileen's Ideal Job. HAHA. So I'd try to get into smiggle - THEN work my way through it and then when i quit I can rejoin the group and quite possibly have a HIGHER chance of getting the (PA) job. LOL
Ahh - employment. Feels great? hehe.
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