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So I didn't sleep the whole night. I have a fear that if I fall asleep I wouldn't be able to wake up - even if the alarm was to ring on a loop in the background. :(
I went to work - looking surprisingly very bright and open-eyed. < wtf haha. anyways. Work was heaps fun. I spent first 3 hours with my manager all we did was stock shelves and label the shoes. First time I've worked on floor with my manager - and we totally hit it off! Oh my gosh! we had a very epic DNM. I didn't know her well enough and I let her know my life. She told me hers as well, we were on the same page in terms of relationships and life.

Rebecca (manager) : I'm lebanese
Me : What?
Rebecca : Why do people react like that?
Me : as in you are full no half?
Rebecca : Yes I'm full lebanaese.

Seriously! My manager Bec, does not look the bit Lebanese

I asked Jorge(2nd in charge) - what she was. She's 100% Australian

 

Jorge : So my boyfriend was like I can understand why people think you are Serbian - and I was like why? He was like I was watching a movie and you actually look very serbian cause you're half white and tan. HAHAHA

OH MY GOD I LOVE THESE GIRLS!!!! They sing along to every track on the disc!!!! Off the top of my head I love working with Michelle - Jorge and now Rebekah < i think that's the way its actually spelt but lol what'evs we call her Bec.

After I finished at 1 I went downstairs to buy Hemp and Asian red bull for my manager. LOL Hopefully she doesn't throw it away due to its sweetness like Jorge! Heheh. My younger brother drove me home and I totally crashed on the couch. I was too tired. No sleep and hardcore working fast paced with a line of customers buying shoes! I LOVE IT!.

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So I found my MP3 player it was lodged between my vagina NO IT WASN'T I found it in a box alongside papers for origami. I KNOW RIGHT MP-FUCKING-3 stone-age shit. I decided to listen to the music on it - LAUGHING MY BLOODY FKCING ASS OFFF. Half the shit was like oh wow I forgot this song existed and the others were WHAT THE FUCK I KNEW WHO THEY WERE EVEN BACK THEN!??!

I LOVE DELTAGOODREM GOOD TO SEE I HAD SO MUCH DELTA PRIDE. EVEN BACK IN THOSE DAYS

THE ONE SONG I KEPT LISTENING TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG! I even til - date still have the single ( as in the actual single in a cd case) LOL

DELTA GOODREM - I DON'T CARE

So one artist I admired back then was Jennifer Lopez. I know what the fuck - cut me some slack aiight? I was in year 3- 4 -5  then HAHA. I recall one time I had a conversation with Rosa. When she was still in New South Wales.

YOUNG INNOCENT MIND EILEEN : I don't like this song
Rosa : Jennifer Lopez I'm glad? Oh that song! Don't like it - it's dirty
Me : How?
Rosa : Umm? 'I'm glad when I'm making love to you'..do you know what making love is eileen?
Me (blank face) : No :/
Rosa : It's when you have sex eileen..

I recall from then everytime I heard that song I covered my ears. I actually started feeling scared listening to that song.  I AM NOT JOKING.  Which also reminds me of the time I first bought Cosmo. There was a sealed section. I recall the cover had Delta Goodrem - Which was mainly the reason why I bought it. I remember tearing out the sealed section because it was a sex quiz. I wrapped the sealed section in newspaper then threw it away. Because I felt haunted by it LOLOLOLOL FUCK MY FUCKING FUNNY LIFE.

I just re-listened to I'm glad. Oh what a sexual song. ahaha Any guy would hate having me as a girlfriend. My mind is too pure and innocent. ;) sexytime~

Excuse me while I annoy him.

 

 ALSO I FINALLY GET TO SEE MY PARENTS. HAHA DAYUM THEY LOOK GANGSTER IN THAT PHOTO AHAHAHHA. Jokes. I MISS MY MUMMY SO MUCHHHIESS! She bought me so many things - so she said. In the bottom window thats me and my brothers well obviously. I seriously can not wait for them to return. :'( they are returning on the 30th.

*notice the background! I just remembered. I went onto Grech's page to comment on how he literally made 4 guys vomit. He mentioned 2 girls 1 cup. HAHA and they decided to watch it. Patrick Pham you are fucking hilarious (oh .. what he did was totally vomit into a bag without even drinking).

"THAT SHIT WAS DISGUSTING" LITERALLY .. no I mean it literally.

My night revolved around DNMs. I spoke to Shirley and Lisa (seperately). I guess Shirley and I are on good terms again. Honestly, I've missed speaking to you and I'm sorry for all the things that happened in the time period when we were separated. I hope we get to hang out soon again :D. 

Also Paul was dressed up as Spiderman. I did not know why. I just remember what I said.
Me : Hey Paul! What's the name of your character again? something.. man..
Everyone : umm SPIDERMAN?!
Me : But he's black! didn't that guy have like an anti-spiderman name or something
Everyone : That's a different guy
WELL SORRRYYYYY I DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT SPIDERMAN! SMD!

JOKE OF THE NIGHT!

Only cause I say it was the joke of the night.

Patrick : Hey Eileen have you seen Jason's Ipad?

Me : Yeah it's in my Ivagina.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH FARR THAT WAS GOLDENNN HAHAHA.

Okay lame shut up.

I am proud of my hair I rarely straighten it these days. It just happens to easily fall into place.

I love pulling that face. Why is my hair half black half faded brown? Baha My friend Attempted to Tip dye my hair Blue - but failed so Purple. :)

I ACTUALLY DIDN'T GO SHOPPING THIS YEAR :O WOAH. HAHA Oh well. I was to exhausted. I had Raymond, Johnson, Christina and Lisa over at night. We decided to watch one of my favourite horror flicks - Dead Silence.

Okay I really need to start updating this blog with photos. I bring my camera out but I never take photos. I am sure to take plentiful photos at an upcoming NYE PARTY.

Sadly, I've nominated self to be designated driver. Those I am driving owe me big time.

One of said persons definitely owes me big time! 
I WANT FUCKING ICE- CREAM.
Definitely craving it right now. 

FUCK MY LIFE.

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NYEILEEN

I netbanked Chris money using that tag. Admit it it's pretty fucking funny.

Anyways - I am working a 4 hour shift tomorrow at Rubi. I can't wait! but I imagine the rush tomorrow to be extremely insane. Considering it's the 27th :O boxing day all over again!

Hopefully I will be driven home early so I can pop over to his place or something. I really want to see him right now. Eughh. I know you read my blog so don't be all like

"ooooh Eileen wants to see me"

Cause if you do I'm going to be all big headed and totally do my victory hand motions in your face. (this kind of sounds dirty LOL but yes I love my choice of words)

YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT LOL.

GOOD NIGHT. HIM/THEY/EVERYONE.

HOLY SHIT BABY!

I almost gave a fuck.

You got me good I got it bad.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

So my Christmas Day was spent with someone very special. Yes. We didn't do much, honestly. Slept together (as in sleep - no dirty thinkers). Felt so nice to be with him today. I love his company so much more now. I constantly harass him with text messages saying I miss him - in reality I genuinely do.

There were no presents exchanged. None was needed. Hugs and Kisses.
I gave him a special gift. To me, it was a gift of accomplishment. He felt happy/sad at the same time. I'm pretty proud of myself as a matter of fact. Just know he loved it :)

I told him I've never felt so comfortable with another person ever. I'm pretty happy with what we're doing right now. We needn't any titles right? :P

Below : we exchanged deep and meaningful Christmas wishes. So I whole-heartedly responded to a text message that was typed whilst he was completely off his head. It's okay handsome. I woke up the next day to my message tone. Farr!!