SHOULD'VE FOLLOWED KATY PERRY'S WISH.

So ages ago I read once that a young Katy Perry had prayed she would have bigger boobs. And yes! her wish was granted.

When I was young, I was battling a serious freckle problem. I'm serious. HA!. I had freckles all around my cheek and my nose. I'd cry to my mum and say how ugly they were! My mum would take me to the doctors and they'd tell me the same thing "you can't make them go away!". Seriously never been more shattered to hear that!! My mum has flawless white skin.. well I did inherit the 'white coloured' skin part so I can't complain. haha. I remember one time asking a lady working at the Pharmacy "how do i make them go away?". - she handed me a bottle of sunscreen ==''. I thought she was a bitch for not taking my situation seriously as I had asked her a genuine question expressing my concern and expected her answer to be useful.

Well it wasn't till i grew up that I understood why she handed me sunscreen. If i had Wikipedia to use back then I'd know that freckles come about as a result of too much exposure to sun.

One night I recall.. I begged. I literally begged, I even remember bargaining with Buddha/god. HAHA. I just wanted to have no freckles. Slowly around year 4, I hadn't realised my wish had been answered. I was gradually losing freckles!! It was such a long process that I almost forgot I had freckles around my primary days. I just noticed when my mum looked at me and said in chinese "your black dots are gone" :D!

Around year 7 when the use of makeup came about - I was one of the first few... who .. didn't cave. HAHA. My heavy makeup use came about in year 9. I found myself applying primers/concealers/foundation (liquid) / powder. JUST for school.

My post was probably random as I am currently sick. Poisoned. Been .. vomiting like crazy as a result this whole blood rush to the head has gotten to me. My face currently has alot of red dots around my nose/mouth/cheek. Just looking at it sparked a childhood moment. Just remembering living in that small apartment, with my mother sitting watching her asian dramas with me beside her crying and saying how much I hate freckles.

For the record, I don't really hate freckles right now. I do have some left on my face , they're just not as visible. How do I know they aren't as visible?. My boyfriend of almost 6 years recently said to me "hey.. you have freckles". LOL - Well I'm glad they're still there? I mean .. this has let me believe that yes!! wishes do come true. Just.. use your wishes when you are young cause thats' when they are valid! gosh now remembering back I wished my parents won the lottery or something - probably surger-ise my freckles LOL.. Oh well.

LOVEILEEN

MY HAIR HAS GROWN.

STUDYING? or... Not studying at all .. the evidence is clear. I've come to realise that my blog doesn't detail life events anymore. It's okay though.